*Cooper*

I think I know why I fell in love with Marissa Cooper the moment I knew her.She reminds me of myself.We are very similar in most of the things.Only *I know which part.Life is unpredictable and there's no guarantee to everything ; not even a single thing.

Screw March.

Night Princess.

Before you knew it,it's over

2009 is coming to an end with only few days left.One question that's been lingering in my mind is,what did I get this year?Flashing back through the year,I smile to myself.There has been a hell lot of ups and downs.To be frank,2009 is the most challenging year I've ever had.Being eighteen is not easy.In fact,it is not easy at all.You fight against the world and you even fight against yourself.It is the year I learn to spell the word love and also the year I got my heart broken few times.It is also the year Im having trouble finding myself plus all the personal problems that never seem to found its end.Lotsa bumpy roads!

Okay so that was written few days before 2010.Now it's the 3rd day of a new year already :)
Hmmpphh..So what do I feel? I am feeling calm,nostalgic and empty.A good empty I'd say.Baby has gone back to Pahang and Im left with Mysarah now.Just the two of us.The past one month had been very hectic,lost,happy,weak and memorable :) I wish and wish and wish that this year will bring ultimate happiness for us family and more flashing smiles on our cheeks!Amin.So now,back to where we belong.Studies,works and classes.What's done is done and let's cherish it together :)
2010;a more promising year.Loves.

It's uncertain and unpredictable

Life is unpredictable.Life is uncertain.Life is full of surprises.

'Expect the unexpected'

I could really get used to this terms.In the process of growing up,i have learned a few things

• You don't always get what you want
• If you can't be happy for yourself,you can always be happy for others
• What you see isn't always what you get

and most importantly,

• In the end,it's not getting what you want but wanting what you get

I am far from perfection.Don't expect too much from me,it disappoints me when I'm not what you thought i would be.

I know i shouldn't be whining-it makes me look like an ungrateful little girl.

But sometimes i would be so low and keep asking myself.

Do i deserve something better than this?

or maybe,this is my destiny.

Break down and cry and i'd feel better.

How does it feel to lead an uncertain life?

Not knowing what's gonna happen to you in the next 18 months?

How i really and truly wish i knew

:(

A New Start

Aahh....Finally

I am blogging now.Thats a new thing to do :) Thanks Miera for the support! haha

I have decided to really blog yesterday.Since I've already stopped writing my diary since i-don't know-when,I found out that my emotions are bottled up inside of me and that's not a good thing because one might burst out in the end of the day!

and that's Dangerous.

Plus,I can definitely work on my writing skills.

Yep,English included too.That's the best part.Education is not wholly about reading books and being so theoretical.It can be earned anywhere and everywhere.Do not limit ourselves that's all :)

As for me and blogging,I hope that it won't be temporary.

It is true when people say that 'An end signals a new beginning'

Enjoy

:D