It's uncertain and unpredictable

Life is unpredictable.Life is uncertain.Life is full of surprises.

'Expect the unexpected'

I could really get used to this terms.In the process of growing up,i have learned a few things

• You don't always get what you want
• If you can't be happy for yourself,you can always be happy for others
• What you see isn't always what you get

and most importantly,

• In the end,it's not getting what you want but wanting what you get

I am far from perfection.Don't expect too much from me,it disappoints me when I'm not what you thought i would be.

I know i shouldn't be whining-it makes me look like an ungrateful little girl.

But sometimes i would be so low and keep asking myself.

Do i deserve something better than this?

or maybe,this is my destiny.

Break down and cry and i'd feel better.

How does it feel to lead an uncertain life?

Not knowing what's gonna happen to you in the next 18 months?

How i really and truly wish i knew

:(